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A Kiss Of Shadows :: Гамильтон Лорел
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"It is fastened so it lies smoothly," he said.
"Fastened?" I made the word a question.
"I would have to take the pants off to get the shirt off." He was blushing, a wonderful pale red rose color.
"What's wrong, Frost?"
The bathwater stopped running. Kitto said, "The water is ready, Mistress."
"Thank you, Kitto." I looked at Frost. "Answer the question, Frost. What's wrong?"
He looked down, all that shining hair acting like a curtain. He turned away from me to face the far wall, so even the goblin couldn't see his face.
"Frost, please don't make me hop down from the counter to make you look at me. I don't need to twist another ankle."
He spoke without turning around. "I do not trust myself with you."
"In what way?" I asked.
"In the way of a man with a woman."
I still wasn't understanding him. "I still don't understand, Frost."
He turned suddenly to face me, eyes a dark storm grey with anger. "I want to fall on you like some ravening beast. I don't want to be gentle. I just want."
"Are you saying you don't trust yourself not to… " I searched for a word, but had to settle for, "rape me?"
He nodded.
I laughed, I couldn't help it. I knew he wouldn't like the laughter, but I just couldn't help it.
His face grew arrogant, distant, eyes cold but still angry. "What do you want of me, Meredith?"
"Frost, forgive me, but you can't rape the willing."
He frowned at that, as if he didn't understand the phrasing.
"I want to have sex with you tonight. That's the plan. How can that be rape?"
He shook his head, sending the hair sliding around him, sparkling in the light. "You do not understand. I do not trust that I can control myself."
"In what way?"
"In every way!" He turned away again, hugging himself.
I finally began to get an inkling of what he was trying to say. "Are you concerned that you won't last long enough for my pleasure?"
"That and…"
"What, Frost, what?"
"He wants to fuck you," Kitto said.
We both looked at the goblin still kneeling by the bathtub. "I know that," I said.
Kitto shook his head. "Not sex, just fucking. He's been so long without, he just wants to do it."
I looked at Frost. He was avoiding my eyes. "Is that what you want?"
He hung his head, hiding behind all that hair. "I want to strip off your panties, put you up against the sink, and just be inside you. I don't feel gentle tonight, Meredith. I feel half-crazed.
"It is fastened so it lies smoothly," he said.
"Fastened?" I made the word a question.
"I would have to take the pants off to get the shirt off." He was blushing, a wonderful pale red rose color.
"What's wrong, Frost?"
The bathwater stopped running. Kitto said, "The water is ready, Mistress."
"Thank you, Kitto." I looked at Frost. "Answer the question, Frost. What's wrong?"
He looked down, all that shining hair acting like a curtain. He turned away from me to face the far wall, so even the goblin couldn't see his face.
"Frost, please don't make me hop down from the counter to make you look at me. I don't need to twist another ankle."
He spoke without turning around. "I do not trust myself with you."
"In what way?" I asked.
"In the way of a man with a woman."
I still wasn't understanding him. "I still don't understand, Frost."
He turned suddenly to face me, eyes a dark storm grey with anger. "I want to fall on you like some ravening beast. I don't want to be gentle. I just want."
"Are you saying you don't trust yourself not to… " I searched for a word, but had to settle for, "rape me?"
He nodded.
I laughed, I couldn't help it. I knew he wouldn't like the laughter, but I just couldn't help it.
His face grew arrogant, distant, eyes cold but still angry. "What do you want of me, Meredith?"
"Frost, forgive me, but you can't rape the willing."
He frowned at that, as if he didn't understand the phrasing.
"I want to have sex with you tonight. That's the plan. How can that be rape?"
He shook his head, sending the hair sliding around him, sparkling in the light. "You do not understand. I do not trust that I can control myself."
"In what way?"
"In every way!" He turned away again, hugging himself.
I finally began to get an inkling of what he was trying to say. "Are you concerned that you won't last long enough for my pleasure?"
"That and…"
"What, Frost, what?"
"He wants to fuck you," Kitto said.
We both looked at the goblin still kneeling by the bathtub. "I know that," I said.
Kitto shook his head. "Not sex, just fucking. He's been so long without, he just wants to do it."
I looked at Frost. He was avoiding my eyes. "Is that what you want?"
He hung his head, hiding behind all that hair. "I want to strip off your panties, put you up against the sink, and just be inside you. I don't feel gentle tonight, Meredith. I feel half-crazed.