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Danse Macabre :: Гамильтон Лорел
Страница: 342 из 427I leaned back into that peaceful control for a handful of seconds. The panic was still there, but I could ride it. I was still horrified, but it wasn't the only thought screaming through my brain.
I leaned my head back against his chest, and looked up at him. He'd tied all that bloodred hair back from his face. I stared into a face that my magic had actually made prettier, more perfect. He'd been handsome before; now he was beautiful. I looked up into those eyes, like looking into the perfect green of an emerald, if it could look back at you. If a jewel could burn with intelligence and need. «Hey, Damian,» and my voice sounded almost drugged, I was so calm.
«Hey,» he said, smiling down at me.
I blinked at him. «I feel so good. I don't remember you ever making me feel this calm, so fast.»
«You love Micah, don't you?»
I frowned at him. «Yes.»
«You love Nathaniel, don't you?»
I frowned harder. «Yes, but it's all a lie.»
His hand swept up the line of my neck, as his face bent toward me. «Does it feel like a lie?»
«No,» and my voice was small.
He whispered the last few words against my lips. «You all love each other, isn't that more important than how you fell in love?»
With Damian touching me, it was utterly reasonable to say, «Yes.»
He kissed me. Those lips that my own magic had made fuller, more kissable, covered mine. He drew back enough to whisper, «Love is too precious to waste, Anita.»
He was right, of course. He was right, but it wasn't like me to see logic this quickly. This wasn't like me, at all.
Damian lowered his mouth over mine, his hand kneading my throat, as he pressed my back against his body. Always before when he was helping me be reasonable, kissing him was a cold thing. Today, I gave myself to his kiss, to his hands, even as part of me knew this was just more vampire mind games. Damian was my vampire servant. He gained power as I gained power. It hadn't occurred to me that he might be able to use that power against me.
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I BROKE THE kiss, pushed him away hard enough to make him stumble. His eyes were drowning emerald fire. «Didn't it feel good?» he asked.
I shook my head, not trusting my voice. But the moment he wasn't touching me the panic was back. The fear, and it was worse now. I was surrounded by vampire tricks. Surrounded even inside myself, and that was one person I couldn't run from.
Micah tried to hug me again, but I moved around him, toward the living room.
I leaned my head back against his chest, and looked up at him. He'd tied all that bloodred hair back from his face. I stared into a face that my magic had actually made prettier, more perfect. He'd been handsome before; now he was beautiful. I looked up into those eyes, like looking into the perfect green of an emerald, if it could look back at you. If a jewel could burn with intelligence and need. «Hey, Damian,» and my voice sounded almost drugged, I was so calm.
«Hey,» he said, smiling down at me.
I blinked at him. «I feel so good. I don't remember you ever making me feel this calm, so fast.»
«You love Micah, don't you?»
I frowned at him. «Yes.»
«You love Nathaniel, don't you?»
I frowned harder. «Yes, but it's all a lie.»
His hand swept up the line of my neck, as his face bent toward me. «Does it feel like a lie?»
«No,» and my voice was small.
He whispered the last few words against my lips. «You all love each other, isn't that more important than how you fell in love?»
With Damian touching me, it was utterly reasonable to say, «Yes.»
He kissed me. Those lips that my own magic had made fuller, more kissable, covered mine. He drew back enough to whisper, «Love is too precious to waste, Anita.»
He was right, of course. He was right, but it wasn't like me to see logic this quickly. This wasn't like me, at all.
Damian lowered his mouth over mine, his hand kneading my throat, as he pressed my back against his body. Always before when he was helping me be reasonable, kissing him was a cold thing. Today, I gave myself to his kiss, to his hands, even as part of me knew this was just more vampire mind games. Damian was my vampire servant. He gained power as I gained power. It hadn't occurred to me that he might be able to use that power against me.
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I BROKE THE kiss, pushed him away hard enough to make him stumble. His eyes were drowning emerald fire. «Didn't it feel good?» he asked.
I shook my head, not trusting my voice. But the moment he wasn't touching me the panic was back. The fear, and it was worse now. I was surrounded by vampire tricks. Surrounded even inside myself, and that was one person I couldn't run from.
Micah tried to hug me again, but I moved around him, toward the living room.